I Have To Go My Own Way

With a clear head, I see now how I wasn't being true to myself. I want to already be that whole person I've always dreamed of, with an amazing career that I'll want to do for the next 30+ years, with a man and family that I love more than life itself, and without any regrets. I see myself working with kids or animals. Seems like extremes I know, but they are actually a lot more alike than not. Plus I don't ever think I'll ever be mean enough to become Editor-In-Chief at VOGUE. haha!

Next step is to find a nice job at the district or Tempe schools, or at the small animal clinic I love down my street, or, blech... go back to school. Don't get me wrong, while I LOVE going to school & learning, I also get really ADD there. True that I've grown in the past couple of years, and maturity-wise I'm probably ready to go full-force, but I guess I'll just keep weighing my options. Until then, I seriously need to find a new source of income stat! I know my sis doesn't want to support my lazy butt.

On the agenda: Go out on a hot date tonight with the Jake Gyllenhaal look-a-like!

♥Roxy